You should not expose yourself to unhealthy temptations; this will only weaken your obedience and cause you pain. Instead, you should focus on the positive aspects of life that aren't sinful. Also, you should be meditating on Bible verses about obedience, that way you can learn more about how you can be obedient to Christ.
Godvine can provide you with all of the Bible verses about obedience you may need to use to help keep you obedient to God. Sometimes Christians lose their faith, but by reading scripture on obedience you can become closer to God.
Exodus 19:5 Now therefore, if you will obey my voice indeed, and keep my covenant, then you shall be a peculiar treasure to me above all people: for all the earth is mine:
Deuteronomy 11:1 Therefore you shall love the LORD your God, and keep his charge, and his statutes, and his judgments, and his commandments, always.
Psalms 119:10 With my whole heart have I sought you: O let me not wander from your commandments.
Matthew 7:21 Not every one that said to me, Lord, Lord, shall enter into the kingdom of heaven; but he that does the will of my Father which is in heaven.
John 14:21 He that has my commandments, and keeps them, he it is that loves me: and he that loves me shall be loved of my Father, and I will love him, and will manifest myself to him.
John 15:9 As the Father has loved me, so have I loved you: continue you in my love.
Romans 1:5 By whom we have received grace and apostleship, for obedience to the faith among all nations, for his name:
Romans 2:13 (For not the hearers of the law are just before God, but the doers of the law shall be justified.
2 Corinthians 10:5 Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalts itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ;
Ephesians 6:1 Children, obey your parents in the Lord: for this is right.
Ephesians 6:6 Not with eye-service, as men pleasers; but as the servants of Christ, doing the will of God from the heart;
Philemon 1:21 Having confidence in your obedience I wrote to you, knowing that you will also do more than I say.
1 John 5:2 By this we know that we love the children of God, when we love God, and keep his commandments.
2 John 1:6 And this is love, that we walk after his commandments. This is the commandment, That, as you have heard from the beginning, you should walk in it.
Revelation 14:12 Here is the patience of the saints: here are they that keep the commandments of God, and the faith of Jesus.